“No matter where life will take me, I just ask for one thing; a chance to be a kind human in every single day until the time I have to be back home”. October 28th, 2019. I would admit that I took too long to understand and giving myself a moment to stop, breathe, and think. No, I did not do those things. I used these past couple years to please others, to be always there when they needed me, to invest my energy and time when they called me, to lend a hand when they got in trouble. But, I forgot. I forgot that I needed to please myself too; I have been needing myself too; I needed to invest enough energy and time for myself too, and I could not guarantee that I was never in trouble and the closest human I can ask for help from is me myself. I badly forgot all of those and I was there for others instead which is also not bad. It is bad when I intentionally or unintentionally forgot myself. It probably is too much to say, but I had put myself in danger to please and save others. A
to create the balance between visible and invisible world